Thursday, October 27, 2011

A few randoms

The lows of the 10 day forecast in Baton Rouge are consistently higher than the highs in Loretto. Also, it's still consistently in the 70s-80s here every day.

I wore my hair down today. One of my students commented saying "Ms. G, you let your hair hang today." Another called me a hippie. An increased number of high school boys tried to get into my class today. My naturally wavy/curly white girl hair causes way too much attention.

Two of my girls in my first class got into a fight today after lunch. A couple of my students came back from lunch with pieces of one of the girl's weave. Yeah, they're suspended all next week. Unfortunately, they're both incredibly sweet girls.

Thursday, October 20, 2011

8th graders really need to stay in middle school

Oh, the happenings at Glen Oaks High School. Let's see, yesterday morning we went on a lockdown. My class was brought out into the hallway, lined up, their shoes searched, all patted down while police officers and a police dog searched the classroom. I assume they were looking for drugs, hence the lock down. Of course it wasn't my precious 8th graders. But for once it actually wasn't the 8th graders.



I've started working half my planning period in the office. Yesterday I was calling parents to inform them that his or her precious son or daughter has missed or is close to missing more than the 10 state-law mandated days you can miss for school. It was incredibly awkward because when they wanted me to look up information or answer questions all I could tell them was that I was just a teacher doing grunt work for the front office, and they would have to call back later to the front office. But for real, it wasnt that bad and it got me out of my classroom for an hour. Today, something about the computer I was using wasn't working, so I just basically hung out in the front office for an hour. It's just such a nice atmosphere in there: almost everyone that works there is younger (in their early 30s), and all the students that come through are, for the most part, high schoolers. It makes me really wish I was teaching high school because they're actually like real human beings (whereas comparatively my 8th graders, I'm quite convinced, are certainly another mutant form of life). This is where I came to the final conclusion that 8th graders really don't belong here. A high school is for high schoolers, not semi-matured barely-teenagers. 8th graders have enough angst already - someone obviously was on some serious crack to think it was a good idea to move them from the top of the heirarchy (what they would be in middle school) to lower than the lowest in high school. Come on Glen Oaks, you should have known that was asking for a hormone raging-induced disaster.




On the up-side, my classroom is starting to look like a real classroom (at least in the physical sense). When I was at institute, they tell us all these things we need to do like making sure our classroom is nice and inviting and our walls are filled with student work. And I sat there through the whole thing and nodded my head in agreement, thinking "well, freaking duh. who wouldn't do that?" Somewhere between the unknown of the first days of school, the frustration and confusion before I got my program running, and the latest battle just to keep my head above water between getting my program to run properly and managing a classroom, I basically convinced myself that 8th graders are much to old for cutesy wall decorations, and could care less about anything on the walls. I convinced myself this despite the little voice in the back of my head screaming DIDN'T YOU LISTEN TO ANYTHING THE WONDERFUL LAUREN MAYFIELD SAID TO YOU THIS SUMMER??? Yes, my CS was right because finally my walls are starting to take a little life and my students are noticing (They especially like the birthday calendar on the back wall and the fact that we celebrated our first birthdays of the year today!)


Here are some posters that have been giving my classroom a little life:


My classroom calendar / birthday calendar on which I put important dates and student birthdays.


I made this poster last night. A TFA alum / former Read 180 teacher gave me the idea to make a poster for each strategy we work on in class; this workshop is sequence of events. A main idea poster to come soon from last workshop.



I'm still struggling to keep my head above water with everything, but at least my classroom won't look like crap when I go down (as long as it happens before school hours, not after. After my students have gotten their hands on the classroom, it's another matter).

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

The horrors of administration

I absolutely cannot stand my administration. I already let EBR have it for the lack of support I have received as a new teacher, not only to Glen Oaks, but to the district too - I just get passively reprimanded whenever I fail to perform a task that was never sufficiently explained to me. But today I emailed my AP to ask for clarification on how to submit grades because when I tried to do it today, it didn't work correctly (and may I add, I was never shown or told how to do it in the first place - I was just yelled at when my progress report grades weren't submitted correctly). I received an email back this afternoon saying:

"Please ask a seasoned teacher to help you figure it out. Also, your duty post is the front office during 5th hour. Make sure you're there every day."

Yes, thank you for all your help. No one else in the 8th grade has my planning period, and I can't ask another teacher from another grade because they're all on a completely different schedule than us (another obviously well-thought-out plan by the administration). Also, um since when do I have duty during my one and only planning period? The whole time? Part of the time? Aren't you legally required to give me that planning period?

I am just so incredibly frustrated with this whole school.

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

My upcoming workshop

I'm going to post a very long/ reflective post later today regarding the completion of my first marking period and first Read 180 workshop, but I just couldn't wait to say this:

I'm currently planning my second workshop (basically a unit in Read 180) titled "When Disaster Strikes." I'm am so excited for this workshop! All the discussion questions are things like: "can you think of a way that natural disasters could affect a person's property or even their lives?" This is so PERFECT for my students because hello, we live in Louisiana - hurricane capital of the U.S.!! And I know a lot of my students have had extremely personal experiences with hurricanes: some of my students have moved to Baton Rouge from New Orleans after Katrina, and some of them were very affected by Gustav in 08 (actually, I know one of my students in particular had to live in a hotel for months after the storm because it completely destroyed her house).

Although this first workshop on immigration didn't end up too bad, and students seemed moderately engaged in it, it was difficult because I teach at a 99% black school (I have actually seen two white girls since I started, but they like appeared all of a sudden out of nowhere), and my students live in neighborhoods that are entirely black as well. Immigration wasn't exactly relevant to them. I just have such excitement and anticipation for this upcoming workshop because the topic (or at least how it's presented in the program) is just so much cooler than the one on immigration!

Sunday, October 9, 2011

Fall break, where art thou?

I slept in this morning for the first time in weeks... until 8:30. Yes, because that's a whole hell of a lot better than 5 a.m. Only I'll be spending 75% of the day doing work for class tomorrow and getting my lessons together for the week. Back to reality. Is fall break here yet - it's only one day, but I'll take anything I can get.

Monday, October 3, 2011

If it looks like I'm avoiding writing about my classroom, you're entirely correct.

A side not about my wal-mart trip: in some strange way I miss that no matter what wal-mart in the area I went to at SFU - Ebensburg, Altoona or even Johnstown - you ALWAYS saw someone from school. Completely regardless of the time. Yes, even at 2 am. On a Wednesday.

Tonight, Wal-Mart brought a little SFU/Wal-Marty-style joy into my life. I found myself in line behind the literacy coach from my school, who I frequently talk to because we are in the same line of work. Turns out, our cashier graduated from Glen Oaks a few years ago. As we were chatting about the school now, I saw my MTLD whom I had just come from a meeting with, less than an hour before. And unlike western PA, this city has WAY more than one Wal-Mart, so it's not unlikely I can make a full shopping trip without seeing anyone I've ever seen before in my life. So thank you Wal-Mart, through your capitalist thievery and small business sucking goals, you brought a little smile to my life tonight.

Picture update

Just a few exciting things going on right now:
















1. I finally hung most of the pictures in my apartment. It only took me almost two months, and a million changes of heart, but I finally decided on something. Yes, the top left in incomplete.. I'm working on it. Props to Ian for being wonderful and actually doing the hanging while I sat back and criticized (he's in the picture - he was posing, but I pretty much cropped him out).





















2. I just bought two new ice packs at Wal-Mart that look like this. Yes, that's about as exciting as it gets.